December 2009
37 posts
NOT the best conversation..
Me: how much do you love me? Mom: that sounds ominous.. Me: uhm, well… I was pulling in the parking spot when I accidentally poked a trashcan with by car. Mom: uh oh. How bad is it? Me: not too bad! My lights still work and everything!! The trash can? Well, it’s not doing so well.. Mom: ….. I knew Zach should’ve driven.. Later Zach: it was NOT. A trashcan! It was a...
Dec 19th
Sigh
Fuck making plans with anyone. They never turn out right anyway..
Dec 18th
Uugghh
Stressed. Even though it’s Christmas break!!! Damn holidays.. My mother decided to tell me to pick up thebpictures she was having developed at Walmart! Only downside? There are TONS of Walmarts in Oklahoma. And of course, I went to the wrong one.. At least thirty miles away from the correct Walmart. Not to mention I got lost zillions of time because NO ONE TELLS ME WHERE ANYTHING IS. ...
Dec 18th
I really love this whole, waking up for school at...
It’s working for me. :)
Dec 17th
Fuck you, Church.
justishudd: dillerz: nikkijadeoriginal: Religion is not about worshiping some awesome guy in the clouds who is going to protect you from rape, abuse, or hatred. Some stranger who will save you from everything, who is always watching you. Religion is not about bribing some God saying, “If I’m good, will you let me into your club?” Church, religion is not gathering together to mindlessly chant...
Dec 17th
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Fuck you, Church.
Religion is not about worshiping some awesome guy in the clouds who is going to protect you from rape, abuse, or hatred. Some stranger who will save you from everything, who is always watching you. Religion is not about bribing some God saying, “If I’m good, will you let me into your club?” Church, religion is not gathering together to mindlessly chant some fancy words in latin. ...
Dec 17th
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"Hi! I'm high!!"
Not the best way to start a conversation with me, dear..
Dec 17th
“Maybe Brittney broke me. Maybe you broke him. But it’s up to the broken to...”
– Zach Riley Emerson
Dec 16th
“When you start out depressed, everything is a pleasant surprise.”
– Hayden Bass
Dec 16th
Awesome.
Just when I realize how happy I am. Bam. There you are.. Back in my life. Making me feel amazing like shit. I’m sorry you turned yourself into a human fillet, I’m sorry you smoke like a chimney, I’m sorry you’re constantly high, I’m sorry you have to fake everything in order to keep from being locked up, I’m sorry you miss me still love me. What am I supposed to...
Dec 16th
Uggh.
Love me, Hate me, Make me smaller.
Dec 16th
Dec 16th
Oooohhhh!!!!!
The wonderful thing about Tiggers, are Tiggers are wonderful things! They’re tops are made out of rubbers, They’re bottoms are made out of springs! They’re bouncy, flouncy, trouncy, pouncy, Fun fun fun fun fun!!!
Dec 15th
Karma is a bitch.
And revenge is sweet. “Why can’t they just make up their mind? Why do they have to say one thing, and then break my heart like that? Why can’t they just be straight up with me?” I don’t know. Why can’t you they? I’m glad you know what it’s like to be strung along, to be heart broken, to be lied to. Now maybe you can stop breaking killing my best...
Dec 14th
Dear Toys "R" Us,
Are you trying to kill me? Yes, I do enjoy working because I do enjoy money. And it is very nice to work at a store where the hardest task you have is to explain Bakugan to someone. But, I do not love working every day every weekend till close. I miss need my weekends back!! How about you schedule me for a Monday or Thursday? I hate having to turn down seeing my friends or boyfriend just so I can...
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
“You might just get stabbed with a candy cane!! Candy cane, shank!”
– Fifth hour. <3
Dec 11th
“What’s the difference between Tiger Woods and Santa? Santa quits after three...”
– He told us not to say so I’ll just say the S man. (via justishudd)
Dec 11th
Dec 11th
“Teacher teacher teacher teacher teacher teacher teacher teacher teacher teacher...”
– My fifth hour Pre- AP English II class.
Dec 11th
“Nikki! Don’t draw penises on it!!”
– Cami Gower
Dec 10th
Baby, you have a tendancy to disappear when I need...
Like tonight..
Dec 9th
“Dammit. If I win this battle I’ll just have to start all over cause my guy...”
– My mom playing Dragon Age
Dec 9th
Dec 9th
Why do you keep calling me?
Don’t you get the hint that I do not want to talk to you anymore. I don’t care how buff you are. I don’t care if you’re going to Texas and fight. and I don’t want you to protect me. I have a boy. Leave me alone. I’m sick of this. Do you know how much you hurt me back when I fell for you? Stop calling, stop calling me baby. Just leave me alone… I am not...
Dec 8th
“Just keep on keepin’ on.”
– Cami Gower
Dec 8th
Dear You,
STOP being an ass to my love. She deserves better than you, you’re right, but let her see it herself. Grow some more balls, or do you wanna borrow mine? Cause you obviously lost yours. Love, Me
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Dec 7th
Sigh
That was the past. Get over it already. But it’s so hard to forget..
Dec 7th
“That’s why I say I’m bi! Then it doesn’t matter weither I want...”
– A boy who better shut his face.
Dec 7th
I was wrong.
Sweet boy, there was something you said the other day that really got to me. “being wrong is just a part of a boyfriend. I’m always wrong, and you don’t mess up.” That’s not true.. I know I’m wrong. I just don’t love to admit it. I don’t want to seem weak to you.. And I’ve always been told I’m whiney when I apologize too much....
Dec 6th
“Stress can breed a phycopath, you’re all that calms me down. I forget that...”
– Ants In My Pants by Say Anything
Dec 5th
Uhm
Love? You’re cute an all. But you’re twenty three. I’m sixteen. That’s slightly illegal. Just because we work in the same place, doesn’t mean that you can throw random stuff at me just because. I am slightly flattered though. But still, stop being a pedo. :)
Dec 5th
Stop
Fucking stop. We are not going through this shit again. I will leave dissappear if you insist on doing this to me again. I do not want this now, I was fucking happy. Can’t you stay that way too? Or am I not good enough for that much happines? I. am. tired. Why can’t you just let “us” be??
Dec 4th
“When you’re taught to love everyone, even your enemies, what value does...”
– Marilyn Manson
Dec 4th